17 May, 2012

Both in silence, wide-eyed.



It felt like a vast ever-stretching expanse; and even though they knew the water eventually ended a few kilometres down, they made sure they never saw it. Cloaked in the shadow of the day, the setting sun and impending rain, he pulled his coat tighter around him as he sat next-to-and-across from her.

His lips curved up slightly, not quite a smile yet distinguishable as something. He tilted his head to the side and took a long look at her, her features, and then her. He stole glances at the water in between his staring. He was afraid the sun would go down too soon, that rain would come down too early. Maybe, what with his luck, the path underneath them would disappear and they'd find themselves falling into the frigid post-waste, pre-nature mix.

She had her legs folded underneath her, her skin hidden under all her clothes, save for a chance at her neck and clavicles every time the wind blew her hair back. Sometimes, she'd pull the scarf tighter, but she got tired and just rested her head on the arm placed against the backrest-railing. "Tommy," she looked at him. He had wide, smiley eyes, framed by thick lashes. Adolescence had carved his face out well, and he wore it like a fawn -- always a deer caught in the headlights, a deer caught in the sunlight.

He stretched his expression out into a smile, "Kathy." Lit. It looked like he was a lamp and he had been lit.

The last few drops of sunlight danced along her stocking-clad legs, then to her fingers, then on her hair. The wind slurred past them before she spoke, "Ruth's probably waiting for us in the car." She pushed a smile forward, as if begrudgingly.

He looked down first, the click of the key in the ignition and the roar of the engine coming to life, distant. Then he looked at her, and in that moment froze her. He froze her against the background of a setting sun, an oncoming thunderstorm, lying back against the bridge that kept them from sinking. He took her, her hair blowing in the wind, her fingers delicate on her lap and on her face; her eyes fixed on the horizon, and her mind on him.

She stood up and started walking, her ballet flats barely making a sound against the stone pavement. He lagged a little behind. Often he wished he had the guts to steal her. Often she wished they both did. Their lives had spun into a weave too intricate to unravel, and too tiring to put aside. 

*unfinished* 

Disclaimer: This is based on that one scene in Never Let Me Go. I just rewatched it for the nth time and I can't get it out of my head. Js.