30 March, 2015

Deicide

n.: 
the killing of a god or divine being




small in the darkness of the bleach-white room there is a man pacing in
16-beat rhythm inside me a flight of locusts, anxious, hungry,
devouring my guts until there is only heart and head in hands, until
the doctor comes back with my two—now three—phantom lovers
and something to dull the ache. an answer for the end of the world
dropping into a void, the earth falling open her mouth swallowing me
ferocious the words i don't think we should do this anymore ringing
like school bells and crying i love you crying the both of us to battle
the long night ahead: my disembodied heart collapsing into the cradle
of her open palms, her tears turning silver on my sleeve. she turns into
another angel—the last i fear, my waking madness: love she says is this





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Concept stolen from Robert Olen Butler. 

After decapitation, the human head is believed to remain in a state of consciousness for one and one-half minutes. 


In a heightened state of emotion, people speak at a rate of 160 words per minute. 


So here are my 240 words on a different but equally valid severance.